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Today I had a lovely surprise from my boyfriend

I’m writing this in a very excited state. It been absolutely ages since me and my boyfriend did something nice and tonight when he came home he said that he had booked us a lovely meal in a hotel and a night away as well.

I’m really looking forward to it, it’s only in a few nights time so it will be really really nice to do that and it’s completely out of the blue. If you’ve been reading my blog you will probably know that I have been feeling a bit down recently, and I’ve also been having mixed feelings about how my home study is going.

I’m doing a degree in between working, as a mature student, and I have been really struggling with keeping up with the pace of academic writing. It’s got so bad that I have actually been considering buying book report writing online. In fact, if I’m honest I have already made that decision and I’m going to get some writing help.

Is not going to be something I do all the time, but right at this moment in time I need the pressure taken off me before I go pop, so I’m just going to order a couple of pieces of writing, so that I can use them to complete the essays I have to do, I just need help with my essays right now in order to take some weight of my shoulders.

Doing that and having a lovely meal and night away should hopefully take the pressure off me enough for me to get a fresh mindset and start again. I’ve been really concerned that I can’t handle the pace and it’s starting to have a negative effect on me physically and emotionally, and obviously it can’t continue. I don’t want to burden my boyfriend with this problem so I have been bottling up and keeping it myself, which I’m obviously aware I cannot continue to do.

Anyway, I course have set the and I have to stay on that course now, so I’m going to just enjoy the time with my boyfriend away and I’m going to just be quiet about the writing help I have bought and use it as a springboard to do better for myself.

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The night in the park with my missing dog

This is not a blog post I was hoping to write. I was hoping to tell you I was feeling a lot better today after feeling really blue and down the other day about the possibility of ordering writing help online.

I have already spoken about my dilemma in paying for book report writing and I don’t want to go over that ground again, I just want to try move forward at this point, although I will again say that buying writing help is not something I am proud of.

But anyway, after doing some essay writing today, I went to take the dog for a walk this evening after tea. We were in the park and the dog suddenly bolted off across the park after a rabbit that was on the edge of the woods that go along one edge of the park. She disappeared and didn’t come out, and because it was getting dark I couldn’t go in and look for her, so I was was trapped in the situation of having to stand in the park and call her.

It was really quite dark by the time she came back. Nearly an hour later this was, and from a totally different direction. I think she must have run straight through the woods, circled the park and then come back in through the gate. Anyway, by the time I got home it was very late, and I didn’t have time to do any more report writing today.

So instead I’m taking 10 minutes to write this blog post to vent my frustrations at my dog. Although it’s not her fault, she’s just doing what instinct tells her to do, it’s just annoying that it happens tonight, when I don’t usually take her for a walk at all.

On a positive note my partner thought it was hilarious and seemed to be very happy that it hadn’t happened when he took her for a walk. Usually it’s him who takes the dog for a walk after we have eaten because I have to catch up with a bit more academic work and he likes to unwind before we go to bed, but tonight I said I would do it and it was a fateful decision.

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